Sleep and panic attacks

I'm told panic attacks are all in your mind. You can either fear the attack and have one, or you can have something trigger it. I get triggered panic attacks, my breath will shorten, my heart rate will increase, and...

Paper Shredder

I've been a real fucking waste lately. I haven't been getting up, or going to class, or feeling fulfilled or happy. At least I get my self out of the house at least once a day, and I try to...

Housing

Well our fucking landlord wanted to up the rent to $360 per person (didn't matter who was living there). With the same for the security deposit. If he didn't want us living there he should have said something and not...

This one's for Nina

So I went and got 2 new shirts and a calculous book this morning. I'd buy another shirt if they had it in red instead of "rust". I'm going to spend the rest of the day working on Symbolic Logic...

Car crash

So I was in an accident last night. (I'm posting this late - but the majority of it was written on the date given.) Sorry Mom, I know you would have liked if I called. But I was ok and...

Spring Break

So I'm back. A week later and few dollars richer. I've decided that I can't wake up in the morning while in NYC. I've got an 18 year habbit of not sleeping at night in that city and while I...

Blues

Society passing on your essence so to speak. If you don't have a good one to remember your accomplishments and remember you then what are doing? You'll be forgotten. Franks a long time ago told me about a musician named...

Life is like a Tree

I'm thinking in this tree analogy. I'm somewhere up where the branches start. I'm not sure what to do. You see. Josh isn't going to be living off campus again. Too many surprise bills, people owing you money, etc. I...

Site Maintnence

I upgraded Moveable Type today. You won't notice anything different about this upgrade either. ;-) I'm off to go pick up Steff from the air port. I'll also be in Ny this weekend, I've got 2 birthdays to attend. Why...

Beautiful day!

Rollerblading in the park, Yoga at night, Did good on a test, Went to Philly, got a package of Fresh Mozzarella and fresh bread from Frank. I love this weather it brings out the best in me. I'm about to...